I am currently juggling with my life choices. I started learning c, python but I don't know what to do in life... everything in my life seems meaningless. I am a cse student in West Bengal, India and I want to continue my life in this case line even though I am a college dropout.
If you don't know what to do with your life, your mission is to START EXPLORING! Then THAT becomes your new purpose in life until you find something you love so much you want to put everything you've got towards it. Start trying new things, try new career paths and hobbies etc. You are learning to code and develop which is awesome. That's a life skill you can always use and improve upon...not to mention a great way to make money while you continue to explore other options.
You say life seems meaningless...but the reality is WE give our own lives meaning. You need to find your meaning...your "why". It's a really exciting journey...so enjoy it. And keep us updated. Maybe start a thread in the follow along journey forum so we can stay up to date and chat with you.